This picture was taken last year when I was in Cebu, Phil. Sometimes I get soooo freakin' tired of my surroundings and how I am so doubtful towards myself. Every time I feel as if I am losing myself in the echos of others, I will find my way out of the crowd to have some 'me' time.
Talking about holiday, seldom I choose to be with the group. If I can memang avoid the groupie/y thingy (kecuali aku memang sangat selesa with the whole team). I think doubting myself is very unhealthy because in life selain God, I learn that trusting oneself is also vital. How am I suppose to ask others to trust me if I can't even trust myself? How am I suppose to safe others (that I care) if I can't even trust my guts?
Hence, every year I'll have my 'me' time. This year, I'm heading to Bali and Perth. Bali for some work and 'me' time and Perth to catch up with them girls ^^.
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas yay ^^
Well it also reminded me of someone that I used to have crush on when I was in my primary years:P
Happy birthday, you (if you still remember the awkward girl who just can't speak to you though almost all students knew I have quite a hardcore crush on you) ehem..
Sometimes, it is not love that keep you going. It is also the memories that I used to be so gullible and crushing over someone ( stealing eye contacts or secretive smile) was just fascinating.
Well, I have my own life now. Glad we never date lol cause all I have now is the memory of innocent first love XD
P/s: Dear current bf, if you ever read this note that we both have our very own 1st love. And ...let's create more memories together ^^ the good and bad (less please) :*. Love2