From the scale 0-10, describe how depress you are right now.

Me: somewhere from 8-9.6?

help?

Happiness is...

Is to travel alone.

This picture was taken last year when I was in Cebu, Phil. Sometimes I get soooo freakin' tired of my surroundings and how I am so doubtful towards myself. Every time I feel as if I am losing myself in the echos of others, I will find my way out of the crowd to have some 'me' time.

Talking about holiday, seldom I choose to be with the group. If I can memang avoid the groupie/y thingy (kecuali aku memang sangat selesa with the whole team). I think doubting myself is very unhealthy because in life selain God, I learn that trusting oneself is also vital. How am I suppose to ask others to trust me if I can't even trust myself? How am I suppose to safe others (that I care) if I can't even trust my guts?

Hence, every year I'll have my 'me' time. This year, I'm heading to Bali and Perth. Bali for some work and 'me' time and Perth to catch up with them girls ^^.

Happiness is...

...and then my soul saw you and it kind of went "oh there you are . I've been looking for you"..
Dear you,
let's move to the next level shall we?
:)

Back to December

I love December!

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas yay ^^

Well it also reminded  me of someone that I used to have crush on when I was in my primary years:P
Happy birthday, you (if you still remember the awkward girl who just can't speak to you though almost all students knew I have quite a hardcore crush on you) ehem..

Sometimes, it is not love that keep you going. It is also the memories that I used to be so gullible and crushing over someone ( stealing eye contacts or secretive smile) was just fascinating.

Well, I have my own life now. Glad we never date lol cause all I have now is the memory of innocent first love XD

P/s: Dear current bf, if you ever read this note that we both have our very own 1st love. And ...let's create more memories together ^^ the good and bad (less please) :*. Love2

Happiness is to just fuck the fear.

..been living my whole life in a seat belt.
Now is the right time to unclick and move on.

Happiness is to be able to poop

hoping for a smooth pooping time 1st thing in the morning:)
cause if I don't poop I will not have my so-called flat belly... XD

Happiness is a date with the 4-legged friend

...and love is just boundless again :)